I have survived my 4th weekend without a drink… despite the hot summer like weather and socials or friends drinking around me. I am so close to my 30 day goal that it’s not worth caving in at this point. This weekend was likely my easiest one yet.
What I feel right now about this is that perhaps I’m ready for a true change and achieving this 30 day goal this time is changing me. I’m in a period of transition in my life – moving in with a boyfriend, turning 50 and I guess feeling philosophical about life and how blessed I am right now.
Alcohol used to be my crutch and now it’s just something I can enjoy every now and again. My plan is to have 1 to 2 days a week where I allow myself drinks (only IF I want to – I can still be AF if I choose to be). If I can’t maintain this – then it will be back to another long stretch.
As of today I’m 96 days away from my 50th birthday and FIT by 50 I will BE! Mind/body and SOUL!