Day 21 AF done and 3 Sober Sunday Mornings! This morning as I was doing my morning ritual – I came across an article about how quitting booze saved this woman’s life which led me to this new website HSM – Hello Sunday Morning! And so I signed up there too… another tool to my sobriety tool box added and another profile created.
There’s strength in numbers and right now I am filling my head with all that is sobriety… and arming myself to the best of my ability so I can keep riding this sober train.
I’ve been feeling kind of ‘off’ today – a bit emotional and feeling sorry for myself. I guess it’s all part of the cleansing or FEELING emotions – raw without any numbing agent. My life right now is a bit challenging and I am feeling like I’m giving so much, especially to my kids, without a whole lot coming back my way except more attitude. Sure isn’t easy to stay positive – but I’m doing my best.
For tonight – I’ll call it a night, turn in so I can get my 6 hours sleep and start anew tomorrow hoping that my mood is a bit more lifted.